In the end, here we are.
I’ve come to a conclusion this morning.
I’ve no genius. I’m the Salieri in the Mozart movie. I’m the shadow in the dark, I’m forever to be unknown. I’m no genius, I have some talent but that’s all. It’s a big disappointment to me, I thought I had something more, but I’m afraid I’m not, artistically speaking.
Now to live with that. This is the end of my artistic crisis.
Sighs.
Ah, Nadine, you have more than just “some” talent. I really enjoy your work, and I’m not just saying that to make you feel better. I hope this doesn’t mean you’re going to stop trying new things.
oh no ! don’t worry, I’m still sketching or painting, it’s like breathing, I can’t help it and trying new things was always my weakness, even if I wanted to stop doing it, I wouldn’t be able to.
thanks a lot for the kind words though. *hugs*